Mera Dil Kya Chahta Hai

मेरा दिल क्या चाहता है , जितना भूलता हूँ तुझे उतना और याद आता है ..
हटाता हूँ इस "धूुन्ध" को हर बार, पर वो और गहराता है....
थक गया हूँ मैं; सुलझते-सुलझते इस "धागे" को...
जितना सुलझता हूँ े येऔर उलझता जाता है...
पता नही कब सुलझेगा ये "धागा"
पता नही कब हटेगी ये "धूुन्ध"
पता नही.....


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Mera Dil Kya Chahta Hai, Jitna Bhulata Hoon Tujhe Utna Aur Yaad Aata Hai..
Hataata Hoon is Dhundh Ko Har Baar, Par Wo Aur Gahrata Hai....
Thak Gaya Hoon Main; Suljhate-Suljhate is "Dhage" Ko...
Jitna Suljhata Hoon Ye Aur Ulajhata Jaata Hai...
Pata Nahi Kab Suljhega Ye "Dhaga"
Pata Nahi Kab Hategi Ye "Dhundh"
Pata Nahi.....

Go away.. I want to be ME.....

I don't know you....
Go away....

When you met me??? I never seen you!!!

Are you mad??? I'm not like you....

I don't want to be YOU....
Go away.. I want to be ME.....

Yes, I want to be ME....

I WILL come to meet YOU!!!

How long it's............ how long???

How log I didn’t see you……. how long????

I don’t remember……..

Do you look same right now also……. I don’t know!!!

You just wait… I WILL come to you…. very soon…. To meet you!!!

But, I don’t have anything to give you…. but…. but still I will try to give you something before coming back again…..

I don’t know…. exactly…. I don’t know…. What I will give to you….

What I will give to you…. I don’t have anything at all…..

Look….. don’t forget me….. I haven’t forgotten you….

I don’t know, but probably raindrops must have washed away everything….. did it washed away my memories too…..

Does that raindrops carried my memories away from you…….. I don’t know…….

Anyway……… I WILL come…. I WILL come to meet………. To meet you!!!

Main Aaoonga Tujhse Milne!!!

Kitne din ho gayein..... Kitne din????

Kab se tujhe dekha nahi hai.... Kab Se????

Yaad nahi.....

Kya tu abhee bhee waisee hee dikhtee hogi.... Pata nahi!!!

Dekhna main aaoonga, tere paas.... bahut jaldi.... milne tujhse

Kuch bhee nahi to hai mere pass tere liye..... phir ... phir bhee koshish karoonga tujhe kuch de ke aane ko.....

Pata nahi shayad... pata nahi.... kya doonga main tujhe....

kya doonga... kuch bhee to nahi mere pass..... Pata nahi....

Dekhna.... bhoolna mat mujhe..... Main nahi bhoola hoon tujhe....

Pata nahi ... shayad Baris ke paani me sab kuch dhul gaya hoga.... kya dhul gayee hai meri yaad bhee....

Kya wo Baris ka paani, meri yaadon ko baha le gaya... pata nahi....

Khair... main aaoonga milne... tujhse milne!!!!

Effort.........

Hey Dear All....
Namskar....

Here is one small piece of story I would like to share with everyone......

Ever heard the story of the giant ship engine that failed? The ship's owners tried one expert after another, but none of them could figure but how to fix the engine.

Then they brought in an old man who had been fixing ships since he was a youngster. He carried a large bag of tools with him, and when he arrived, he immediately went to work. He inspected the engine very carefully, top to bottom.

Two of the ship's owners were there, watching this man, hoping he would know what to do. After looking things over, the old man reached into his bag and pulled out a small hammer.

He gently tapped something. Instantly, the engine lurched into life.

He carefully put his hammer away. The engine was fixed! A week later, the owners received a bill from the old man for ten thousand dollars.

"What?!" the owners exclaimed. " He hardly did anything!"

So they wrote the old man a note saying, "Please send us an itemized bill."


The old man sent a bill that read:

Tapping with a hammer .. $ 2.00

Knowing where to ......... $ 9998.00



Effort is important, but knowing where to make an effort in your life makes all the difference.


Regards

Main yahan kyon aa gaya, Tujhe Choer ke....

Main yahan kyon aa gaya
Tujhe choer ke...

Kya yahi thein mere jivan ke sapne...
Kya yahi chahta thaa main...

Kya chahta tha main... kya yahi...

Mere sapne the tere sang jeene ki... marne ke...

Mar to loonga main tere saath.. par kya jee paoonga..
Phir...???
Main yahan kyon aa gaya, tujhe choer kar...

Chaha tha maine tujhe bahut... pata nahi sayad nahi...
Jhuth bolta hoon apne aap se...

Maine tujhe nahi chaha tha....
Agar haan.... to

Main yahan kyon aa gaya.. Tujhe choer ke....

Din raat sonchta hoon, tere baare mein...
Yaad aata hai, ek ek pal..
Phir... Phir kaya rokta hai mujhe.. tujse milse se...
Kya rokta hai mujhe... tere sang phir jine se..

Kya yahi chaha thaa maine...

Sab kuch to thik tha..... phir achanak kya ho gaya...

Main yahan kyon aa gaya, tujhe choer ke...

Log kahtein hain ab nahi jee paoonga tere sang.....
Kya sach kahte hain wo........ kya unhe sab pata hai.......
Tu bata tujhe kya lagta hai... kya nahi aaoonga tere paas ab...
kya phir se nahi jhumoonga-gaoonga tere sang... kya phir nahi paoonga tujhe....

Nahi....... Main phir aaoonga.... Marne nahi... jeene aoonga...
Tere saath larne aur jhagarne aaoonga..
Tere sang bolne aur gungunane aoonga...
Phir aoonga tujhe paane... Tujhe Gale lagane..

Pata nahi kab... par aoonga....... tere sang jeene aoonga.............

Kyonki roj sonchta hoon main - Main yahan kyon aa gaya, tujhe choer ke......

Let me Celebrate this I' Day...

Let me celebrate this Independence day with those dead people of Bihar, Asam, Bengal & Delhi, who died in this year flood. Let me celebrate because flood came like Har Saal kee Bhanti Is Saal Bhi (This year like every other past years). Let me celebrate because it comes year after year to mark our Independence day.... continuously with fail..... Just to remind...... "We are the People of India"

Let me celebrate this Independence day with those dead people of India who died of hunger in last 60yrs, and with those people off-course whom don't have food to eat.... & it's all happening without improvement just to remind............. "We are the People of India"

Let me celebrate this Independence day with those 99% people who never contribute anything to take our country ahead but never fail to make all big noises.

Let me celebrate this Independence day with those people who take bribes & always blame Pakistan for each & everything wrong happening within India.

Let me celebrate this Independence day with all those people who brakes the traffic signal, overtakes carelessly, enter in other lanes & makes our daily life miserable.

Last but not least let me celebrate this Independence day with those all Great People including me who sits on Internet & leaves no stone unturned about making our Country Great but fail to work on ground.

Let me celebrate because "We are the people of India"

Jai Hind

Matter of Indian Pride or Concern....???

It shocked me like anything......

I heard that so many Indian people are not happy with the fact that Ruppee is getting stronger.......... Gosh...... I can't understand it at all......

For me it's like dancing that we are getting stronger....... May be because my Finance department doesn't work at all...... But, seriously yaar if INR is getting stronger against '$' then it should be a matter of pride and not of concern....

And if it's really a matter of concern then How......

Will you plz help me in understanding How & Why .........

Regards

The World without Blogging!!!

From almost 2 months I was away from blogging [really???????].

There were few reasons behind being away........... some situational, some self made.....

When I was active last time I noticed that I am giving too much time on bloging & other internet related activities like orkuting...........

So, I decided to keep away myself from blogging & I successfully did it [????].

In last 2 months I logged in maximum 2 times, I never commented on any blog, I never posted any blog and never fully read any blog. So, I think it was my successful attempt of being away from blogging................[?????????].

But, some time I have to think too much about whether I was really away or it's just my thought..........

It's true that I never wrote or never commented but what about the thoughts which used to keep my mind occupied about blogging.

In last 2 months whenever I saw anything writable I used to write a blog in my mind. I don't know how many blog I have written in these 2 months.

Some of the topics which I have written in my mind is like this....

The Blind Man, The Blind Man.

My Friend.

Auto Wala.

Oh!!! Bangalore.

Where Are You

For the sake of Change

Your interest, your career.

Effect of Success.

The Pain of Getting Married.

And of course so many other topics related to Bihar.

And last but not least The World without Blogging.

Not only this I also used to keep thinking about different blog & used to relate them with my day to day activities. I hope you will find numerous here

Seriously, I think rather than inovolving ourselves too much or keeping away completely both are bad............ "Ati Sarvartya Varjayte" . The better way is to plan it very well & blog accordingly. And it totally depend upon the blogger & his work.

So, it was my World with out Blogging, where I kept blogging!!!!!!!! What about you?

Bihar, a Model for Center!!!

Hi Everyone,
As promised earlier here is my another post related to my Bihar.

May one may not agree, but Bihar is now a model for the Centre, for several ‘firsts’ initiated by the Nitish government during its 15-month rule.

Sources in the state HRD department said that the Centre had expressed its desire to emulate the common school system(CCS) method being worked out by the Bihar government to end the divide between the rich and the poor in classrooms across the country.

It was learnt that the secretary, school education, in the union HRD ministry, Champak Chatterjee, not only appreciated the CCS model conceptualised by Nitish, but was also in favour of suggesting it to other states to follow the same. Nitish has already appointed former bureaucrat Muchkund Dubey to work out the modalities for CCS in Bihar.

Furthermore, the Centre was also willing to provide complete financial assistance to achieve the goal of revamping the education system in Bihar by Nitish.

This was not the first time the Centre evinced interest to replicate any Bihar model.

Earlier, the planning commission, too, showed interest to follow the coupon system introduced by Nitish to provide subsidised commodities and kerosene through the PDS for people who are below the poverty line in the state.

The move was aimed at plugging the loopholes in the PDS, as well as to keep a check on the corrupt practices of ration dealers to sell foodgrains meant for PDS in the open market.

The decision to reserve 50 per cent seats for women in the panchayat polls held last year, which aimed at eyeing a gender revolution at the grassroots, has already earned kudos. Bihar was the first state in the country to reserve 50 per cent seats for women in panchayats.

The same model is going to be replicated in the state, in the up and coming urban bodies polls, initiated by Nitish for an ‘empowered’ women’s raj, which would be beyond the considerations of caste, creed and religion.

Lal Muni Devi & Kiran Devi - Bihar

Today I am mentioning stories of two very-very common women of Bihar: Lal Muni & Kiran, The common link between them is that both of them are from near around Patna.

Bihar may be the poorest state till date, but its people are wonderfully talented since ages. Some of the stories of individual successes perplex one raising obvious question, ‘why is then the state so poorly placed on the development index?’

Lets Start with Lal Muni Devi :: For Lal Muni Devi, the challenge was to survive on her farming skills without having any land of her own to plough. So the poor, uneducated woman from Azad Nagar village in Patna district used her dank, thatched house to grow mushrooms. And now she is in a Mexican gallery of top farmers from Asia. A photograph of Lal Muni and the story of her achievement have been put on the website of CIMMYT (http://www.cimmyt.org/english/wps/news/2006/feb/whats_wheat.htm), a well-known Mexican institute engaged in research for improvement of maize and wheat crop.

Lal Muni Devi finds mention as an inspirational farmer among 25 from seven Asian countries.

“I have heard that my photo has been published in America. I want to see it,” said Lal Muni, who wanted to know how she could go to America to see her photo.

Till four years back, Lal Muni used to work for other farmers as a daily labourer. Then instructors from Indian Institute for Agricultural Research (ICAR) brought together 25 women from the village and taught them how to grow mushrooms.

Lal Muni says what made her happy was that she did not need any land to grow mushrooms, a plant she had never even heard of till the ICRA training. It also helped that market was easily available in nearby Patna city.

“I learnt that I could grow mushrooms them in my house and later found that they earned good profit too,” she says with a broad smile. The reason why she got a compliment from a wheat-promotion agency is that balls of wheat husk are used for growing the mushrooms. Packed in plastic bags, the balls hang in rows under her thatched roof, nourishing the oyster mushroom shoots in the humid setting.

For the first two years, ICAR provided free seeds but now the women buy it at Rs 60 a kg.

“One kilogram of seed yields 10-14 kg of mushroom. The winter variety sells at Rs 50-60 per kg while in summer they get Rs 80-120,” said A R Khan, principal scientist at ICAR in Patna.

It takes just three months for the crop to be ready and it can be grown round the year with a little bit of care.

But of the 25 women, at least half quit after ICAR stopped providing free seeds. “I had left growing the mushrooms, but I will now start again and become like Lal Muni,” says Nirmala Devi of the same village.

Many men from the village are also picking up farming after seeing the price mushrooms fetch. Khan said recently a team from the Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation came to Azad Nagar to meet Lal Muni and other farmers. The foundation run by Microsoft co-founder Bill Gates has shown interest in agricultural projects in the state that target poor farmers.



Meet Lal Muni Devi





Now the story of Kiran Devi

Kiran is another woman with the manly guts. She came from a poor background. Kiran started with a teashop, but today Kiran is in business of junk selling in Patna. As usual, the profession requires guts to deal with the people with whom she is to deal. The business flourished and now Kiran also owns a number of rickshaws too and get them plied on rental. This business also requires tough handling, but Kiran has plenty of that. Kiran has now found a place in the new Class IV math textbook from National Council of Educational Research and training (NCERT) that is all about math and real life.

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Khub Lari Mardaani Wo To Jhaansi Waali Raani Thi

हिल उठा सिंहासन, राजवंशों की भ्रुकूटी तानी थी,
बूढ़े भारत में आई, फिर से नयी जवानी थी,
गुमी हुई आज़ादी की क़ीमत, फिर सबने पहचानी थी,
दूर फिरंगी को करने की, मन में सबने ठानी थी

चमक उठी सन सत्तावन में,
वो तलवार पुरानी थी,
बुनदेलों हरबोलों के मूह
हमने सुनी कहानी थी
ख़ूब लड़ी मरदानी वो तो
झाँसी वाली रानी थी.

कानपुर के नाना की मूँहबोली बहन चबीली थी,
लक्ष्मीबाई नाम, पिता की वो संतान अकेली थी,
नाना के संग पढ़ती थी वो, नाना के संग खेली थी,
बरछी ढाल कृपाण कटारिक़, इसकी यही सहेली थी.

वीर शिवाजी की गाथायें उसकी याद ज़बानी थी
बुनदेलों हरबोलों के मूह हमने सुनी कहानी थी
ख़ूब लड़ी मरदानी वहा तो झाँसी वाली रानी थी..

Holi Mubarak Ho....

Namskar My ear & Near Ones......... & YA far ones also………………

I wish All of You a Great & Fantastic Holi This Year.............

May New (Nav) Colors (Rang) get added to Your Life........

Happy Holi.........!!!!!!!!!

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Chahe khelo le Hara rang
Yaa le khelo tum Lal

Mat Bhulo yah nav - rang
Kam Se Kam Is Saal

Jivan Ke hain Anek rang
dunia ke hain Saat

Khelo Holi Abke Baras
Is Nav-Rang Ke sath.

Holi........ Hai........!!!

Madhubani Painting - Bihar

Dear All,
Namksar,

I always feel that there are lots of misconception about Bihar & Bihari people among rest of the Indians. And specially among those who never visited Bihar or never lived with any Bihari.

From today onward I would like to share some pictures of Bihar with my dear bloggers

Thanks & Regards


P.S.:: Sorry, if anything wrong. No offence.
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This is an attempt to show you a folk art of Madhubani, Bihar. This painting is called 'Madhubani Painting'.

A refreshingly different folk art Madhubani paintings. Rural Bihari women who never heard of Picasso, make three dimensional imageries using vegetable colors on cow dung treated paper.

Madhubani Paintings are an indigenous art form of a quaint village of Bihar. Here the women of the village maintain a matriarchal dominance over the craft . They paint figures from nature and myth on household and village walls to mark the seasonal festivals,
for special events of the life-cycle, and when marriages are being arranged they prepare intricately designed wedding proposals , and the technique of painting is safely and zealously guarded by the women of this village, for it is to be passed on by a mother to her daughter.

Women of this village have been practicing this art form for centuries but it came to the forefront only in the 1960s, when a drought hit the area and people had to think of an alternative non agricultural source of earning. Selling these traditional paintings on handmade paper was the best alternative. And today they are one of the most celebrated Folk Arts of the world.

Themes of Madhubani Paintings

Most Madhubani Paintings mostly feature nature related themes. Mythological figures also find great prominence in these paintings. Hindu deities like Krishna, Rama, Siva, Durga, Lakshmi and Saraswati are the most common subjects of Madhubani Painters.

Apart from deities the women also paint celestial subjects like Sun and Moon. The holy Tulsi plant is also regularly featured in these paintings. These paintings also act as a visual record of court scenes, wedding scenes and social happenings. Intricate floral, animal and bird motifs, and symmetrical geometric designs fill up the gaps. Since this intricate skill is handed down the generations, traditional designs and patterns are widely maintained .

Enjoy the pictures.....



Pair of Parrot





Lord Krishna Teases.......




Women at Work



Guess Who.....



See the background also...


Blessing of Sun




Depiction of Palanquin





Sssssshhhhh.......................





Lord Shiva




Some Artist of Madhubani Paitings


Batohi Jha Mahasundari Devi & Pushpa Kumari




Vidya Devi Seema Kumari


These listed artists are a few only. You can find places where all family even whole village is doing Madhubani Painting from generations.

You can purchase Madhubani Paintings online from various websites.

Thanks for visiting & your time.

Regards

Saddam & Saurav

Saddam & Saurav

Saddam & Saurav!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What rubbish I am talking about...............

Both fell victim of foreigners... B oth were targeted because they were not performing....[???] In both cases foreigners tried to show that they don't have any personal interest, and it is for betterment of Saddam & Saurav country.......................!!!


Hey...... Saurav got a chance & bounced back.............. Also, Saddam got a chance [???] & bounced UP!!!

Karnatak Band - A Dog View

Morning 8am........... Bow-wow..... He was barking like anything......Bow-wow........... Booooooooooowwwwwwww.... woooww.......

Suddenly he saw one trying to enter his area.... He ran there, lifted his leg....................... with Booowww-wooowww..... go away, go away.... Wait yaar wait.... another one requested.... but, he insisted... gurrrrrrrr-gurrrrrrrr... bowwww............. come on yaar listen me..... I just want to inquire about ur side.. he also lifeted his leg & ............. marked his area......... See I just want to know why no people are coming to my area from ur area.. is there any party or anything like that........... Hunhh... First u tell me what is going on ur side... from your side also no one is coming see if u want partisan I don't have any problem, bcaz my area is self-sufficient........... Booooooowwwwwww..... Boooooowwww.....wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.... ha ha..... ha....I know u always jealous of me, u just can't see my royality.. Stop yaar.... nothing like that.... see I inquired from other neighbors also, they also told me that situation is same in their area also... what the matter Man............ boooow -wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...... O, is it so? It means something is really serious.... ok... let me check..... Hey, u also come with me..... Both of them started walking..... they went toward N garden then they also visited P. Circle. They looked at each other.... hunnnhhh something really serious yaar..... Suddenly they saw some people carrying flags & shouting slogans..... Both looked at each other & took one corner....... Bow-wow....... Boooooowwwww-wwwwwwooooooowwwwwwwww......

Hey Man..... I got it yaar...... hey today is Bandh yaar..... Karnataka Bandh ha ha ha.......... Bbbbbbbbbbbbboooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwww- bbbbbooooooowwwwwwwwwww - wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwww................................... Hey, come we will go for long walk today with our children.... no accident yaar... nothing to worry..... . just come... hey, u go back to ur area & tell ur neighbors to celebrate it....... & remember we will meet at St. Q circle around 11 am. Then we will go to nearby restaurant in market & then we will also show our children all the adjacent areas, so that they can become familiar with these area... Yes, yaar u r true.... Ok... yaar C U again at St. Q. Circle.......

Bow-wow.................. Bowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..... Bowwwww..... Wwwooww.....

Till then Haapy Bandh......